Love sick

Sometimes I had do some rush decision,
never think it throughly, and do by my own way,
just follow the feeling follow the thinking...
Now, I am getting even worse...
Miss him more than before...
Haiz..
How can I so emotion like this..?
It will just affect my working performances...
And I will just suffer my own self...

but I am really glad..
He does care about me more than previous...
He takes good care of me in front of his family members...
He able to let his family members to get know of me...
He never leave me alone when I was there...
and he bought a twin seat (couple seat) for the movies...
never thought he's getting start to be a romantic person...
lovely...
and he really do appreciate every moment we had...
I saw his kindness deep inside...
He's really cares about me...
just sometimes he do not know how to perform well...